So here it goes, my first blog and all. Never once did I think I would ever start "blogging," but yet again insomnia has won the war and I am unable to sleep. I wasn't always like this you know. Just a few months ago, 6 to be exact, I would fall asleep around 10 o'clock every night and wake up at 8:30 am or so. It's exactly 2:19 in the am and my body is still wandering around like a lifeless zombie. Am I awake or simply hobbeling around to put my mind at ease. You see, my boyfriend is leaving for five days for his best friends wedding. My boyfriend, is in the court so he gets high class treatment. Me however, I stay home, working everyday with no transportation but my own two feet and or a bicycle. Either or will do just fine!

To keep my mind at bay I have been playing video games and PC games. e.g. GOW I&II, MechWarrior, Fabel, the list goes on forever. I haven't been able to stick to one game. I've tried reading to see if that will help me fall asleep. That, like everything else has not done the trick. My boyfriend is going to leave soon, 5 hour trip to Miami, and I won't have anyone to keep me company. The apartment is going to super lonely and super quiet. I work 1-8:30 pm everyday that he is gone, so hopefully the days will pass by fast. I think I shall smoke out of my lovely hookah with a mix of plum and orange shisha, filter ideas anyone? Hookah tends to help me relax, yeah, that does sound like a good idea.

  Well, I think I will stop my rambling, probably boring you all to death. Har Har Har (me laughing, no need to type out "lol" when I am not actually laughing out loud. Never understood that. Ah! There I go again, sorry, and good night/morning!

Always,

Jordan Alexandria